Supah Sideburns!

bored..here's what i came up with

2006-12-17T08:36:00.000+08:00

Ok..

2006-09-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

Parang kailan lang....

kainuman ko kayo
katambayan ko kayo
kayosi ko kayo
kalaro ko kayo ng billiards
kakwentuhan ko kayo
kalaro ng pusoy dos with ipit and poker
kasama ko kayo

Hanggang ngayon di ako makapaniwalang nandito nako ulit. 1 month lang ako dyan, pero ang saya. Parang nabura ung 10months na stay ko dito nun. Bawing bawi. Madalas na ako di makatulog, tinatamaan nanaman ng lungkot. Bigla ko lang naaalala yung 1 month na stay ko dyan. Ang dating, parang kahapon lang, kasama ko kayo. Ewan. Di nga naman pwedeng puro sarap. Pinapantay lang siguro lahat, puro sarap ako dati, ngayon ako kelangan maghirap.
Nagstart na ang Fall semester, 1 pa lang ang subj ko, bio, meeting once every 2 weeks kasi online class cya. Ok naman, 2 ung kaklase kong maganda. Yung isa kamukha ni posh spice. Wala pa ginagawa, everynight, naghahanap ako ng gagawin, laging nasa bilyaran, kahit wala na pera, kahit wala na mayaya, para lang malibang. Pero paguwi, parusa nanaman, pahirapan sa pagtulog.

Si maki pala nakausap ko, nandito na nga daw. Plano namin magkita kita nila pong. swerte cya madaming pinoy dun sa area nila. Kita ko nga mga pics nya, mukhang masaya nga cya dun.
Kmusta nman kayo jan? email na lng kau kng minsan,or khit txt. Ok na ulit ung globe roaming ko, dating number p din. Libre naman kng may unlimitxt kau. Ingat ingat na lang mga tol. Happy bday sa mga sept celebrants! pang inom nyo na lang ako. padala nyo na lang dito handa nyo. cge, update update na lang.

sarap ng benz

2006-08-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

2006-07-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Sideburns and the City

2006-06-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hmm, ok, so Im over the "hating brooklyn" part. Now it's time to appreciate all the good stuff New York has to offer. I only have about a month here so I might as well enjoy every second of my stay here.

The PEOPLE:
When you say New York, what's the first thing that comes to you mind? White people and black people, right? That's not the case. White people are only 35% of the population here, black people, about the same. There are the italians, mexicans, chinese, russians, koreans, japanese, south americans, dominicans, you name it. All sorts of people, meaning, all sorts of food!

The PLACES:
New York is a very big city, there are lots of places to see, and one day or one week is simply not enough. Going on Budget tours is not advisable either, unless you want to tour the city on a bus, stopping 5 minutes on a tourist spot so you could get a quick flash.

The LIFE:
Well, it's a city, so it's given that people here are always in a hurry, they want to have everything done as quickly as possible, and they're tough.

Things that I really like here:
One of the things I like here is their "walang pakialamanan" rule. You can do anything you want, as long as it is legal, and they wont give a damn. (Im sorry to compare, but I have to) Not like in the Phils, where you cant wear "baduy" outfits, if you take pictures at the mall, you get that "first time ka sa mall?" look. and also, WALANG TSISMIS!!! Nakakapagod na ang mga taong mapag-mata.

The people here are very much intact with their identities, (again sorry to compare) not like in the phils, where people are "sunod sa uso." Maybe it's the media's fault, the gaya gaya system sa pinas, coz they know people would patronize their show coz it's something they see on cable tv. I think that shouldnt be the case, we have our own culture, we have our own traditions, stick with it.

Walk around manhattan, and you'd see all sorts of people, the preppy ones, the cocky over confident guys, the puerto rican thugs, the hot ramp models (woohoo nyaman), the bbw (the fat people or the so called "obese"....not), crazy people, the suburban people, the professionals, the rockers, the punks, the gothic chicks, the conceited but hot girls (!!!), the nerds... basically, what you see in the movies, it's almost the same in real life.

Also:
-Mall is not a place for hanging out
-Eating at a restaurant alone is completely fine
-People would open doors for you
-Asking strangers for yosi is normal
-Always say "thanks" or whatever
-Ipod is a part of life
-celphones are nothing but landlines here

What else? wala nako maisip..hehe..

Comments comments comments =P

Pera nga naman o.. tangina. (take time to read)

2006-04-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

Ok, so nandito na ako sa new york, with my parents. Nagstart na ako ng school last monday. Ive been staying here for 2 weeks na.

Ilang gabi na akong isip ng isip, na di talaga makatulog. Nagiisip, ano ba ang makukuha ng pagmove dito sa new york? Eto ang ilan:

-magandang future? (it's up to us pa din)
-madaming trabaho? (patay naman sa tax)
-madaming pera? (pareho lang tayo jan sa pinas. wag magcconvert dahil dollars din ang gasots.)
........ano pa? that's it, right? wala na..

Ano naman ang kapalit ng 3 bagay na un (bagay na tungkol lahat sa pera):
Eto po....

*Psychological effect, depression
-Nagka family crisis kami dahil depressed kaming lahat..
-awang awa ako kila caloy. Buhay nila papasok sa skul, na walang kaibigan, pag break nasa library nakikinig ng ipod, uuwi, matutulog, kakain, gigising, papasok, uuwi... Tanginang yan, bata pa sila, di nila kelangan pagdaanan to, dapat masaya silang may barkada, dahil pagtanda na nila, wala na un...

*Stress sa lahat, living here in the slums of new york (brooklyn), it's really stressful.. And the way people live here, puro work, walang pahinga. And people here in new york are tough. They're always in a hurry.

*Pinagkakitaan kami nung agency ni daddy ko, and may contract cyang 3yrs na halos kalahati lang ang sweldo, and nung nagdemanda kami, pinerahan lang kami ng lawyer, dahil wala naman kami kalaban laban tlaga, tapos nagbayad pa ng $1,000 (each) para sa lawyer na walang ginawa.

*And lastly, though di ko siguro pwde sabihin into details, pero something happened to kim (bunsong kapatid ko) today. She was harassed. Nothing really big, but still, harassed.

So eto ang tanong ko ngayon: Eto ba yung sinasabing magandang kinabukasan? Ano pa ba kulang? Isa samin mabaril (believe me, it's 100% possible here sa brooklyn)?

Eto ba ang katapat ng pera?!

i just want to go home.

2006-02-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

update: mukang matatagalan pa stay ko dito. 60-90 days daw ang pagprocess nung application ko for my student visa. And ok lang daw na magstay pa ako kahit hanggang march 24 na lang ang tourist visa ko, since may pending application ako. Hay.

Ive just moved in with my uncle. Things have been pretty rough for me. Mahirap nakikisama. Im hearing bad things, yung mga taong pinagstay ko dati, they're telling all sorts of things. To think, lahat ng pwedeng gawin kong pakikisama, ginawa ko na. hindi ako kumakain pag day off ko kasi nakakahiya. i heard they were complaining that im messy. omg. d ko daw hinuhugasan yung mga pinag inuman kong baso. i was like, wtf! baso?! puro disposable ginagamit ko para wala na hinuhugasan. They're one big crazy family. yung kapatid ni tito ko, he's a basement junky. mahilig magyabang na wala naman laman ang utak. Ako daw ang makalat. walangya, ni hindi man nya maayos sarili nyang kwarto. he's 38yrs old, and yet he's still living with his mom! now call me the messy, irresponsible one. He's one big piece of garbage. i'd be happy seeing him die in front of me. that's how pissed i am right now.

im quitting my work this coming monday, feb 28. then im moving back to brooklyn with my family. Pagod na akong nakikisama. Pagod na din ako sa work.

Nagkasakit ako nung weekend, i didnt go to work for 2 days, so i had time to think and be with myself. sort things out. i thought it'd make me feel better. But no, it made things worse. Im worrying too much about things. Im getting really home sick. This is tormenting. I know i should be glad that im here, i have all the opportunities, yeah, i know that, but money has never been something that could make me happy. Or maybe hindi ko lang pinagdaanan yung hirap dati. Nevertheless, im still home sick. Ive been longing for the sense of belongingness. Onga, kumita nako ng pera, nakaipon na, nakabili na ng mga gusto ko, pero hindi pa rin mapapantayan yung feeling na nasa lugar ka na you can be yourself, you can laugh your lungs out, you have the sense of security and belongingness. i dont need money, i dont need material things. i dont care kung mahirap ang buhay. life is not all about money, or material things.

Blizzard 2006

2006-02-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

People were saying that this has been the warmest winter. but they were proved wrong until last weekend. It was recorded 26.9 inches in new york, more than the recorded 26.3 in the 1970's. 8am, nagsshovel nako, since ako lang naiwan magisa sa bahay. walangya, kala nyo masarap ang snow? imagine putting your hands inside the freezer for 30mins, and ung feeling na mkkuha mo, ganun ung pakiramdam pagkalabas mo ng bahay.

Gusto ko na umuwi. Everyday, iniisip ko kung kelan ako makakauwi, kung ano gagawin ko paguwi ko, kung san magandang pumunta. more 3months nakong nagwwork, and sa 3months na un, marami na din akong achievements (gastos haha). Pero d ako nagsisisi, pinaghirapan naman eh. And alam kong may napuntahan pinaghirapan ko. ilang days na lang ako magwwork, magqquit nako, d ko na kaya, binabawi ko lang ung pinambili ko ng laptop tska ung pinang warranty ko na 380. tska pambayad ko ng line ko sa celphone.

Nga pala, sa mga taong nagsasabing madaming pera dito, haha, madami nga, madami ka din ginagastos. Basically, you earn dollars, and you spend dollars. And sa trabaho ko, parang sa mga callcenters, pangsarili lang ung kinikita. my salary is not even enough to pay a rent kung nagrerent ako ng apartment. Phone bill ko, pinakamaliit na ung $70, wala pa ako tinatawagan nun ha, kahit libre lang ang tawag. text message, 15cents incoming and outgoing. tapos puro tax pa, tax ko pa lang $30+ na. Mahirap din ang buhay. kahit gano kalaki kinikita mo, sa pilipinas ka man o dito, pareho lang. as in parehong pareho.

After ko pala magquit, balik nakong brooklyn. Hmm, ano kaya buhay ko dun? pahirapan nanaman sa pagyosi. and wala nako kikitain, so sana may matira pa para paguwi ko jan may pera ako.

sa mga feb celebs, happy bday sa inyo! sa paguwi ko na lng ako babawi. ingat na lang mga tol.

yeah boiiii!

update 01-31-2006: whatta day!

2006-02-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

before anything else, nico, mandudoy, nabili ko na ung laptop kanikanina lang!!!! dana!! malufet tol, hanggang ngaun naglalaway ako, parang gusto ko itabi sakin pagtulog ko!! hehehe.. fruit of my labor..ang sarap ng pakiramdam tol!

anyway, when i got to work today,something weird happened, may costumer na dumating, puti cya, wearing a mini skirt (on winter season). then she asked me for any recommendations para sa masarap na dish namin, it's a usual thing for costumers to ask me about stuff, but she kept asking questions, til i realized she was flirting with me already, hmm, mejo nakakapagtaka, an american girl, magfflirt sa asian skinny ass with the supersideburns guy? whatta whatta! Ang nakakainis lang, i had a lot of work to do nung kausap ko cya, i had 2 tables to clean, pick up orders, etc etc.. kaya hindi ko man lang nakuha number nya.. dana, pahamak na trabaho yan.. d ko tuloy nakausap ng matino ung babae. sana bumalik cya bukas.. hihi, scripted na sasabihin ko, no more short pauses, thinking of the right words to say.

As for my visa, sabi nila, 2-3weeks na lang makukuha ko na, so i still have atleast a month para makapagwork and para mabawi ko ung pinambili ko dito sa laptop. Cant wait to see you guys ulit. nakakamiss tol, d ako magsasawang magssabi nun, nakkamiss tlga..

bday celebrants, damo kayo bakit ngayon pang wala ako, dami kong gatherings na namiss ah.. oh well, bawi ako pagkauwi ko, uubusin ko lahat ng ipon ko jan, i dont care, i did my time here, time to have fun..woohoo!

tagal ko d nakapagpost, hinihintay ko magsnow ulit para mapost ko d2 ung pic. pero so far, pagmagssnow, biglang uulan so mwwala din. sabi nila the winter season this year isnt how it's supposed to be, like yesterday, it was raining, the other day, it was sunny, last week, negative something degrees. mas mainit pa nga sa loob ng ref pag minsan eh. haha.

oh well, nico, pasend naman ng cursors mo o.. pls?

happy bday sa mga feb celebrants! matatanda na kayo! woohoo, d nako nagiisa!
ingat mga tol, comments comments comments. hehe

dito ko sinayang pera ko

2005-12-14T12:01:00.000+08:00

Peking restaurant, how may i help you?

2005-12-02T12:28:00.000+08:00

It's been a while. Things are still the same. Im currently working at a chinese resto over at montclair, new jersey. Kakapagod. Magisa lang akong waiter, so sakin lahat, dine in, take outs, pick ups, sagot ng phone para sa delivery or pick up. 8 tables lahat. And yung mga cooks, d marunong mag english so barok english ang kelangan para maintindihan nila, tska pinpoint system sa menu. Para kaming mga taong gubat pag naguusap. Pero most of the time nandun boss ko so he translates everything. tuesdays to thursdays, 11am-10pm, fridays and saturdays 11am-11pm, sunday 12:30-10pm so monday lang pahinga. 1k sweldo ko per month, every 2 weeks ang sweldo, tapos average ako ng $30 a day sa tip. Highest tip ko is $85 sa isang araw, pero sobrang pagod na pagod na pagod. halos 1 month nako sa trabaho dun, so far, so good. Wala pa naman nababasag na baso or plato. Pero meron mga katangahan syempre.

Gusto ko na umuwi. Homesick nako. Nakaipon nako ng pamasahe pauwi, last week. This week, darating 2nd paycheck ko so may pang gastos nako incase umuwi. Pero hinihintay ko pa student visa ko, or else d ako makakauwi, kasi baka di nako makabalik dito. As expected, may delay sa visa, mga 2 months dw, dapat dec 5 darating pero baka matagalan. D naman ako pwede umuwi ngaung december kasi doble price ng ticket, $1500 daw. so parang wala din ako tinrabaho. My parents are moving to brooklyn new york this weekend, so ako maiiwan dito para tuloy yung work.

Last thanksgiving (thursday last week), may simpleng celebration dito sa bahay, pero d rin namin feel. It was predicted na magssnow that day, so the whole day kami naghintay. Pero nung gabi, dun pa lang nagsnow. The next day, wala na, malamig lang ung climate. Lowest is -2 degrees celcius, kaya d ko makayanang magyosi sa labas, pero syempre, d pwedeng hindi, 6 layers ng damit suot ko para lang makapagyosi sa labas, tiis lahat ng lamig at nginig.

Hmm, as i always ask, kmusta na kaya mga suga-rolls? Sarap nman, galera peeps na kayo ngayon, sayang d ako nakasama.. nakakalungkot, miss ko na ung condo. mga tambay. mga pusoy dos mula 3am hanggang eat bulaga namin ni maki, mga poker nyts syempre, winstons lights, ung pagbili sa baba ng yosi ng madaling araw, macho mug sa quattro, car wash sa may west ave, timog, tomas morato, mga takatak boys, traffic sa edsa, mga smoke belchers, at madami pang iba..
Ive made some friends here, well, chinese friends, kc may 2 na kasing age ko na ngwwork as taga answer ng calls mula 6pm-9pm, so i get to talk to people na kasing level ko. Pero iba pa din, ang pinaka namimiss ko, ung usapan na talagang natatawa ako, or ung usapan na talagang nag eenjoy ako. ung feeling na kasama mo barkada. oh well.. sacrifice.

ocge, ingat na lang mga tol. kita kits.

hardinero, delivery boy, kargador, at waiter

2005-11-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm, dami na nangyari for the past month. Lagpas 1 month nako dito, cant believe it. Nakuha na ng pamilya ko greencard nila, so legal na legal na sila dito, ako na lang ung patapon na tourist visa lang, hindi makakuha ng matinong trabaho. December 5 macconvert tourist visa ko to student visa, so mas may K akong gmalagala dito.

For the past couple of weeks, sumasama ako kay tito kong manyak din, panganay nila, lola ko, sidekick nya ako, hehe. eto ang schedule ko sa work, 8:30am weekdays, gardener, tagapulot ng acorns tska taga rake ng dried leaves for 2hours or so. Sweldo? hmmm $15 tpos plus $10 kay tito ko. Not bad, right? pag sinwerte, may dagdag pa! hehe. Pag saturdays, 6am china town new york, trading ng goods. Kala ko palengke, pero hindi, nasa street lang mga vendor with their big vans, tapos dun ka bibili ng goods. Maganda kasi puro pinoy nandun. Sweldo? wala, hehe, minsan $10 lang, pero syempre libre coffee lagi! Pagkauwi, delivery boy naman kami sa chinese restaurant ng 5pm-9pm, tapos samin na ung tips! Minsan kasi $3 ang tip minsan $5. Not bad na din, kesa sa nasa bahay lang walang ginagawa. Sunday night din delivery boys din kami.

Last thursday, dumating ung shipment nila tito ko. So friday, kaming dynamic duo, ay nagrent ng 24footer truck. Nagbuhat ng about 200 boxes. opo, 200 boxes, kargador na kargador ang dating, pero natupad na ang pangarap kong maka drive ng truck. Achievement! Pagkatapos dun, sobrang basag na kami, dapat atlantic city pa, para magcasino and mamasyal, pero d na namin kinaya.

Saturday, d nako nakasama sa chinatown trading ng morning, sumama na lng ako sa delivery sa chinese resto. After dun, woohoo, roadtrip to atlantic city!! 2hours 30mins ang travel time, na walang traffic, so malayong malayo. About 300miles from here. Casino sa Ceazars. Playing money namin $500, game pai gaw. madali lang, parang pusoy lang din, 7 cards, hihiwalay mo ung 2 2nd high cards mo. umakyat ung money namin to $800, pero after nun, wala na, lagi talo or push. Hanggang sa 2am na naubos na pera namin. Pagkaubos ng pera, nagdecide kaming lumibot libot sa casino. Parang mga palabuy labuy sa casino na walang perang pang taya o kahit pambili ng pagkain. hehe. Nung nakita namin ung roulette (tama ba spellinlg?) nagbakas kami ni tito ko, tig-30 dollars kami, so playing money namin sa roulette is $60. taya taya na, lagay lagay ng mga chips sa numbers. Guess what, nanalo kami! Pagnanalo ka kasi, kahit $5 lang nilagay mo, times 36 ung babalik sau!!!! At hindi lang dun natapos winning streak namin! 5 times sunod sunod nanalo kami!!!!!! The dealer was simply awed, last win namin, he simply said: "unbelievable." yeah, it's really unbelievable, 2 basurerong palaboylaboy sa casino, $60 ang playing money, umakyat sa tumataginting na $900!!!! P45,000+!!!!! nagising kami ng sobra! nawala ang depression! Ang hatian, $500 sa kanya, para mabalik ung natalong pera, then $400 sakin. Syempre nahiya ako, hinati ko na lang ginawa kong tig-200 dollars kami. so umuwi kaming sobrang saya. hehe

Tomorrow (tuesday), start nako ng regular work sa chinese restaurant, hmm, bahala na, i have to learn a little chinese pa daw, and im still adjusting to how they talk here, they talk too fast, ang dating lang sakin mumble mumble lang.

Musta na mga soogarolls? balitaan nyo na lang ako.

My new baby

2005-10-19T10:36:00.000+08:00

My new baby: Fender Classic 4 strat. hehe

Hanggang ngayon d pa din ako makapaniwala nakabili ako ng ganyan.. $310 lhat lhat plus monthly insurance. Langya, gitara na nga lang, may insurance pa! Pero ok na, sobrang ganda ng tunog. hehe, la lng.. see my multiply na lng for more pics. :D

Apple picking - upstate new york

2005-10-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

9am, ginising na kami pra mag apple picking.. na 2 weeks nang pinaplano pero ngayon lang natuloy. 1hr away ang drive..na walang traffic so sobrang layo. 2 cars kami, mga boys sa car ng tito ko, with rianna, his super kulit na matabang anak. hehe. Nkakatawa lang coz she's fluent sa english and ung word na lagi nya sinasabi is "mapamusit" hehe..

pagdating dun, sobrang lamig.. dumaan pa kami sa orange county.. hinahanap nga namin ung orange county choppers pero d namin nakita. mga 5 deg celcius and malakas ung hangin kc bundok.. wla magawa, kinareer ko na lng ung pagppitas ng apples.. see the pics na lng hehehe

Been a long day. update lng ng blog. kwento ko na lng ung iba tomorrow cguro..

update oct 10-05

2005-10-11T09:27:00.000+08:00

it's 9:30am here.. 9:30pm sa pinas. I had a long day. Woke up late, tapos lunch, then headed to Best Buy to get the cable we need to set up the wi fi network. it's 60 degrees farenheit..sobrang lamig. after sa bestbuy, we went to some local car dealers kc dad's planning to buy one when he gets his license. Walangya, sobrang gaganda ng mga auto... lalong lalo na ung 2005 toyota celica... hayup.. sarap sa loob.. Then the salesman told us that his manager is a filipino.. Ang ganda nga, kasi lahat ng pinuntahan namin, school ni kim, school ko, bank, mall (syempre) puro may pinoy na nagwwork. Tapos hindi lang bsta bsta employee. May position pa tlga! So we get special favors or deals kasi pinoy din sila. And sila pa nagooffer ng help, gaya nung sa school ko, they were offering my dad a teaching position para sa nursing review. Ung sa car shop knina, aalisin na ung comission ng dealer. and nagoffer din cya ng help para sa work ng dad ko sa new york. Nakaka-inspire lang, galing talaga ng pinoy. Kaya kung gagamitin lang tlga sa matino ang katalinuhan ng pinoy, d sana naghhirap ang pinas ngayon.

After sa nissan and ford, we went home.. set up ko ung wifi network ni dad ko (na kahapon pa nya iniisip and excited na excited cyang maset up na agad!). Tapos, naglaro sa labas, with rianna, anak ni tito ko na every hour nagugutom. She's cute esp pag nagugutom cya. Badminton, football, badminton ulit, hanggang sa sumpungin nnman ung katandaan ko at sumakit nnman ung tuhod ko. kaya siguro ngayon para akong nilalagnat kasi sobrang lamig sa labas. Knockdown agad pagkapasok, then nagising ng 8pm para magdinner, then lumabas para tumaya sa lotto.. woohooo$55 million!!!! sana manalo!! para lahat tayo masaya! haha.

Last week pala, we went to union, new jersey, sa house ng friend ng dad ko. then may mga anak cyang halos ka-age ko. danang yan, ako lagi ung sinasabak sa inuman. kasi ako lng ung legal na uminom. sumakit lng ulo ko kasi d ako makayosi and sobrang tapang nung pinainom nila. parang 2 weeks ago, ung inuman sa friend ni tito ko, baduy, gin nga, d naman tagay, baso baso. danang yan. kaya nakakamiss.

Nung nagkkwentuhan sila dad ko tska ung family friend nya, nrinig ko sa dad ko: "atleast dito, paguwi mo sa bahay, matutulog ka na lng, you dont have to worry about anything." well, naintindihan ko ung sinabi nya, coz i feel the same way. sa pinas, somehow, affected din ako sa mga issues. Gaya nung sa gas prices. Iba ung feeling ko dito, magaan, walang politics na iniisip, wlang hirap sa pera na iniisip. un nga lang, walang kaibigan, walang kasama. Everything comes with a price nga naman. Ang wish ko na lng talga ngayon, sana tayong lahat nandito, sana tayong lahat nkaka-experience ng ganitong buhay. Kung minsan nag eenjoy ako, naiisip ko, sana nandito barkada ko para naeexperience din nila to. Im sure masaya sila nun. Pero tlgang ganyan buhay.

i got my first credit card and checking account na pala!! woohoo!! pero hindi, kunat mode ako dito. bala cla. hehehe.

***i have uploaded a video.... http://supersideburns.multiply.com/video/item/1 wala kc magawa napalaro tuloy ng badminton.

update..

2005-10-07T07:57:00.000+08:00

Been a long time. Things are fine here. Miss ko pa din lahat ng mga tao,and yung dating buhay ko. Oh well.. somehow, mejo magaan pakiramdam ko, siguro wala ung iniisip na mataas ung gas, ung kakupalan ng politics..mga ganun. And siguro wala na lang din ako pakialam, wala na ko maplano, nasira na magmula nung pagpunta ko dito. hay...

We went to downtown New York knina, naginquire sa school na papasukan ko. Maganda naman, lalo na ung place and ung building. It's a business school, kaya maganda, and mabait pa ung dean. Mahal nga lng tuition ko.. mga $2k-3k 6months.. And may offer din sakin na work tita ko, waiter daw, around $2k per month ang sweldo, malaki cya kung kkumpara mo sa ibang work, pero bahala na, kung pwede ko pagkasyahin ang work and aral.

Oh well, my manyak lolo strikes again. Dana pasimple pa tlga cya. Kanina habang hinahanap ung school ko, dumaan kami sa university area, na sobrang daming mga cheeekaaabeyyybs!! heheh. ayoko na tumingin kc wala din mangyayari. Then paguwi ko, while resting here sa basement and lolo using the computer, pabulong nyang tinanong: "mark, nkta mo ung mga chics kanina sa new york? ang sasarap nila noh? d pa sila mahilig mag-bra, kaya pagnaglalakad cla nagbbounce!" Aydanang yan....

hay.. miss ko na pinas.. kung sanang pwdeng makuha lahat, ung gaan ng buhay dito and ung mga kaibigan ang mga mahal sa buhay na naiwan sa pinas... kung sanang pwdeng pagsamahin un... dana......

another lazy, rainy day

2005-09-30T03:33:00.000+08:00

It's 3pm here, thursday. Waiting for my lola, laundry day today. Tito rio (my cool manyakis tito) kept laughing at me, nakabihis pa daw talaga ako. Haha. Syempre ngayon lang ako makakalabas ng bahay ulit. The last time i went out was 3 days ago i think, grocery, with lolo and lola again. Syempre todo bihis, parang may pupuntahan na importante, naka pabango pa. Langya, what a sucky life.

Here's my daily routine:
morning- breakfast at around 10am, tapos wash ng dishes, then yosi sa labas, then watch lang ng tv on a lazy boy chair, chat kung sino man ang online
lunch- around 12:00 tapos wash ulit ng dishes, then yosi ulit sa labas. tapos watch ulit ng tv, or surf ng net. or laro ng MU
3:00pm- tito rio leaves for work till around 1am ng madaling araw. So magisa lang ako basement the whole time.. as usual, yosi then tv, net, yosi, tv, net. tanaydanang buhay to.
then magigising ng mga 2am when tito rio arrives, kwentuhan, net, yosi sa labas kahit malamig at nakakatakot.
**that's pretty much everything. Ganyan lang ginagawa ko araw araw.

My family will be arriving on saturday night, Im not excited at all. Dad's gonna be here, so bawal nanaman ang yosi. Pahirapan nanaman. Ok lang, hindi din masarap kasi magyosi pag walang kasabay, kaya sobrang nakakamiss. Sana i could start working na para dun ko na lang bubuhos tong depression na to. Practice pa sa english with accent.. hahaha!

Finally got my roaming service activated. Salamas mandudoy! Ngayon pproblemahin ko na lang pano papadala money for load. Coz P25 ang bayad pag txt ako sa globe jan, then P1 lang ata pag txt kayo sakin, dati free lang, ewan ko bakit regular txt rates apply na.

Yesterday pala, bigla nagkwento lolo ko while he was surfing the net, kinwento nya ung Bacolod scandal. langya, lolo ko na un ah. manyakis amf. Sabi ko wala ako nun pero lasalle scandal meron. So what can i say? Runs in the family...hehehe.

hay....

2005-09-27T04:39:00.000+08:00

wala magawa!!!!!!!!!! banas!!!! 4:30pm ngayon dito, 4:30am jan. slept at around 9pm last night, trying to get some decent zzzz.. pero nagising din ako ng mga 3am. hirap nanaman mag adjust sa time. After breakfast, went to the grocery store with my lolo and lola.. langya, they got a benz SUV! gwapong gwapo.. bango bango sa loob, parang ang baho ko pagsakay ko. So un, my lola had me come with them kasi walang taga buhat. langya ganun lang pala gagawin ko dito. Wala magawa... Ung manyakis kong tito may work hanggang mamayang gabi, so wala ako kakwentuhan, sila lola ko tulog ngayon. Nakakasawa na din magyosi kung wala kang kasabay. Yari yari ako nyan pagdating nila ermats sa weekend. Sinabi ko kasi na nagyoyosi ako so legal ako magyosi kila lola ko. Tinanong nila kung dala ko license ko,sabi ko wala, un, yari, tawag cla kila tito ko, tska lola ko sa tarlac, kwento nila na wala ako license, sabay hirit ng "d nga cya makakabili ng sigarilyo nyan kasi wala cya driver's license, baka tanungin age"...danang yan, uunahan ko na sila kila ermats ko, pero ibibilin pa daw nila na magdala ng maraming yosi kasi mahal daw yosi dito. im dead. hehehe. musta na kaya mga sooga-rolls? musta na kaya plaka ni fred? nakakamiss... tiis lng. wag muna kayo magppokerrrrr!!!!! hehe. Salamat pala sa mga nagcomment sa naunang post ko. Eto na lng ung outlet ko eh.. langya. Salamat mandudoy sa mga perks hehe, sa lalagyan ng ipod and sa 5packs ng winston lights! salamat ulit sa mga naghatid.. gusto ko na umuwiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!! sunduin nyo ko dito? heheh. Well.. un lng... til next time..comment ulit ha? hehe

1st day in new jersey...tanginang confiscated zippo..:(

2005-09-26T05:45:00.000+08:00

First of all, salamat sa mga naghatid sa airport... sobrang happy ako na kahit sa huling sandali hinatid nyo ko.. sorry kung sobrang nagmamadali and pressured kaya d ko nalasap ung last moment natin. Ok lang, para d din ako maiyak. hehe. Salamat tlga, alam kong d kayo maaga gumigising, sorry sa hassle, salamat ulit!

Going through airport security was hard. 3 times nakita ung lighter ko na binigay nyo.. ung una, sa naia, nung boarding na, nagrandom check, ako nakita, tapos bukas bagahe, kita lighter sa pinakailalim ng bag ko. Pinakiusapan ko na lng na wag na kunin, tapos un, tinanggal na lng nila ung pin (ung bakal ata un na maliit) para d na sumindi, pagdating sa plane, sobrang nakakalungkot, kasi next to the window ung upuan ko. Parang scene sa movie na umaalis tapos last look sa labas... So un, it was my first time flying na may araw pa, pagdating sa incheon korea, sa taas pa lang sobrang ganda ng view.. la lng.. hehe. pagbaba, transfer ng flight, check in ulit ng gamit, nakita nnaman ung lighter sa x-ray, tapos pinakiusapan ko mga sandara look alike koreanas na wag na kunin kc d na sumisindi. Luckily, nakalusot ulit. Pagkacheck-in ng gamit, nagmadaling umakyat para sa duty free shops, yosi galore!!! d magamit ang zippo, buti na lng may lighter na nakalagay dun sa smoking area nila, kc pala, binabawal na lahat ng lighter sa lahat ng airports. 1hr lng ang stop over ko, niyosi ko na lng, 5 sticks dirediretso, walang kain kain, walang gebs gebs.. hehe. Boarding time.... alam kong may random checking nnman, so nagpretend akong may inaayos sa bag, tapos biglang pinapunta ako dun sa table at binuklat ang aking bag. at aun na, tinanong kung may lighter ako, sabi ko meron, since alam kong d na nila kkunin kasi d na nagwwork ung lighter. Pagkakita nila, next thing i heard was "sorry, you cant bring this lighter.." tinry kong pakiusapan, pero may isang umepal na koreanong lalake, tinuro ung sign na bawal at pinaiwan ung lighter ko.. tanginang yan. Gusto kong jombagin kaya lng wala ako magawa...nakakalungkot..sobra....

after ng 12hr flight, from korea to jfk airport, nakarating ng mga 7:30 pm dito, sinundo nila lola ko, uwi, kain.. hanap ng phonecard para makatawag pero sadly wala ako mahanap kc late na kami nakauwi.. tired of watching my tito's 24hr porn channel (hehe), nakatulog ng mga 3am dito, gising ng mga 10am, lakad sa labas, yosi, hanap ng lighter, punta sa $1 shop.. nga pala, may nakita akong poker chips!!! na may kasama na cards!!!!! i'l ask my tito kung pano ko papadala jan.

As for me, ayoko pa din magstay dito...nakakalungkot.. im staying here at the basement, with the tv and pc.. and side door para makapagyosi anytime.. pero nakakalungkot pa din.. im missing everybody so much. Thanks ulit sa lahat... hope everybody's doing good there. Keep in touch guys. Mandudoy, lapit ka lang ba sa globe dba? patawag nung roaming ko? hehe. I'l try calling you guys, nakabili nako phonecard kanina. Dont forget to leave a comment...thanks for reading...

Time of my life

2005-09-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

Aya and liza's birthday slash despedida farty for me. Halos kumpleto lahat, pati mga tarlac peeps lumuwas. Coming from my makati dinner with some old friends, naka polo at balat shoes (dana), diretso ako kila ayadude. Excited na nakakalungkot, dumating ako seeing the boys outside the garage, as usual yosi, hearing their pagbati with some sakmal sa buns. The night went on, vodka shots, jamming with engel and the peeps again, na matagal kong namiss. Playing some old but good songs. Picture picture. As for me, trying to keep it together, d ako uminom masyado, vodka lang, kasi gusto ko maalala every second ng gabing un, na alam kong matagal kong hindi ma eexperience, kaya d ako nagpakalasing, may konting tama kasi siguro sa pagod na din. As for jpeeps, panalo, da best ka! tinamaan na ng vodka kaya sobrang kulit na. dana d ko makakalimutan un! Then kid came up to me, sabi nya usap kami, so we went out and talked. Nakakamiss lang, kasi tagal na namin d nakapagusap ng ganun. Thanks kid. After finishing our conversation, nakita ko si nico sa garage nagyoyosi..and nagiisip..alam ko bituka mo nico hehehe. wala ako magawa. talagang ganyan buhay. dinaan na lang namin sa yosi at kwentuhan lahat. The night went on, kulitan dun, picture picture dito...time to go home.. Final yakapan moments, na ang hirap.
Adakrabs, salamat sa lahat! Sa ZIPPO LIGHTER (woohoo), for making me feel im gona be missed, and simply for making me feel special.

**pics will be uploaded soon.

:= well, to everyone reading this post above, this is the time of my life. =:

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go

So make the best of this test, and don't ask why

It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind

Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time

Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial

For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.

happy boitday ayadude!!!

2005-09-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

Just got home from aya's farty.. hehe.. ayun, syempre late nanaman ako, sundo ko cla nico "ahead cutie/ mandadakmal ng buns." Syempre pagdating dun, halos kumpleto lahat, wala lang c mandudoy "chuvvy boy" tska mga tarlac peeps.. after dun syempre d natiis ni aya na d magyosi, ayun, nagaya sa gateway daw, "coffee" daw pero sa totoo lang para lang makapagyosi. It's one hell of a night. Picture picture mga peepulation.. mga SISIG shots ni nico (damo ka loko).. hmm.. ano pa? un, kwentuhan lang, bonding bonding... trying to make the most out of my remaining days here... coz next week....gooodbye na... :(

Ayoko man isipin, pero nakakalungkot...leaving everything behind... well, that's life. Sacrifice muna. Konting tiis lang, pag naka ipon ako, isasampal ko sa mukha ni lola ko ung mga maiipon kong pera dun para matahimik na cya.

Saturday night, liza and aya's boitday farty slash despedida (pasawsaw ha, wala ako peypey eh).. kumpleto tayo ha! walang kopanaks kung di masasakmal ang buns.

**as for the recent poker tour pics, na upload ko na, sorry ngayon lang, nakakatamad kasi mag upload eh heheh.. pero fair ako ha, d ko binura mga super close up shots ko..see my multiply na lang... enjoy! eto sample pa lang.. sorry baby! hehehe =P

Almost!!! Proj 6 poker tour

2005-08-28T05:52:00.000+08:00

Yep.. the sooga-rolls are back. With the same level of alacrity to win some chips. It was one hell of a night for me. Got scolded by my dad for no valid reason. maybe he had one, but it was not enough to get him lose his cool off at me. Maybe the pressure of moving to the US is getting us sensitive to everything. Anyway, the game started at around 12midnight because Mang dodoy had to take the "katipunan (daw)" route, kaya na-late coming from his lipo session sa pisngi by dr. vicki. As usual, ice cold beer, pero this time hindi na regular na chips.. well, nachos na (gamat nang grace flavor). First deal, keeping the idea na aggressive play kasi kelangan umuwi ng maaga, nanalo ako..My luck went on through the rest of the game. Syempre madami din talo. Pero wala talaga.. Homecourt advantage. Angela won. Pero i must give it to you Dadomeiser "pretty boy ng aringgay/ang tipo nyong lalake" kasi sobrang gaganda ng mga cards nya! It was really fun, playing poker again, or simply hangging out with the sooga-rolls. Nagstay nako hanggang matapos kahit dad's upper-cut ang abot ko paguwi, kasi, it's worth it. Un nga lang natalo, pero ok lang. I had fun. Umuwi lang luhaan.

As for the pics, i'l be uploading them as soon as possible, konti nga lang kasi lowbat agad ung digi cam. Pero may mga soooopppperrr close up shots and ung "sisig" shot sa muka ni ces.

"Solid" sayang wala ka, 2 weeks pa nman ako nagprepare ng mga hirit ko sayo tarantado kang kopanaks ka.

Archie, ok lang yan, rereto ko na din sayo si ate inday, gusto mo ng taga punas ng vicks sa likod? mahilig magpunas ng Vicks un e kasi matanda na. Pero may asim pa siguro un, try mo na lng.

Countdown na.. departure ko sept 24 na...

So... see you guys sa next poker night? Magkakaroon tayo ng Perfect Attendance Award.

Friendster Forecast

2005-08-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

Been spending sleepless nights thinking what my decision is.... Friendster horoscope can really be helpful..although it's usually a day late.. hehe.. here's mine:

Stop thinking so much about your plans. Instead, let yourself relax and enjoy what's going on right now. Just when you're not turning over the details in your head, you'll see how everything will fall into place.

The Jar and the Beer

2005-08-25T11:33:00.000+08:00

The Mayonnaise Jar and the BeerWhen things in your life seem almost too much tohandle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough,Remember the mayonnaise jar... and the beer.

A professor stood before his philosophy class andhad some items in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up avery large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceededto fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebblesand poured them into the jar.

He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled intothe open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar wasfull. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand andpoured it into the jar.

Of course, the sand filled up everything else. Heasked once more if the jar was full.

The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cans of beer fromunder the table and poured the entire contentsinto the jar, effectively filling the empty spacebetween the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughtersubsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - God,your family, your children, your health, your friends, your favorite passions, -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full."

"The pebbles are the other things that matter likeyour job, your house, your car.

The sand is everything else -- the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles orthe golf balls. The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the smallstuff, you will never have room for the thingsthat are important to you.

"Pay attention to the things that are critical toyour happiness.

Play with your children. Take time to get medicalcheckups.

Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18.

There will always be time to clean the house, andfix the disposal.

Take care of the golf balls first, the things thatreally matter.Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

"One of the students raised her hand and inquiredwhat the beer represented.

The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked," he said.
"It just goes to show you that no matter how fullyour life may seem, there's always room for acouple of beers."

...

2005-08-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Last month, ive decided na umalis na.. move to the US with my parents. It's an opportunity for me na last year sinayang ko, dahil inisip ko ung iba hindi sarili ko. This is my 2nd and last chance. D ko alam kung magsisisi ako o hindi. If sarili ko iisipin ko, tama lng na ganun. This is my chance to redeem myself. I have failed myself and my family several times na. Nahihirapan lng ako kasi d ako ganun, well, cguro sa case na ganyan, d ko iniisip sarili ko..mas iniisip ko ung iba kaya nahihirapan ako magdecide dati pa. Now mejo narerealize ko na pero nahihirapan pa din. I have to start from scratch.. Parang bagong panganak.. new life.. Na mahirap kasi iiwan ko ung buhay ko dito.. friends.. etc.. Siguro ito na lng ung karma ko. And maybe ok na din ung ganun, atleast, wala nako dito.. wala nang mali na magagawa.. wala nang perwisyo sa iba. wala nang kagaguhan na gagawin.

As for samin ni jaye, more than 2 months na kaming d nagkkta. D ko masabi sa kanya na alis nako..although nabanggit ko lang. Ngayon, wala nako maramdaman. Love? d ko alam kung nandun pa.... 6years nakong ganito.. 6years ginawa kong cya center ng buhay ko. Un ung pinakamalaking mali na ginawa ko. stuck ako sa kanya. Kung nasan ako 6years ago, nandun pa din ako ngayon. D nako umasenso.. square one pa din. Wag kayong magtaka dati sa mga kalokohan na ginawa ko.. sorry, im just human. too human in my case. vulnerable to everything. And siguro she'd always push me away. Kaya natututo ako or napipilitan akong gmawa ng mga ganun. Sawang sawa na ko sa ganito.... pagod na pagod nako... Naiinggit ako sa iba, na anytime pwede sila magkita, lumabas, or kahit magusap lang sa phone. Na ako pinapangarap ko. Kahit ganun lang ung mangyari ok nako eh, masaya na ko. kaso un ung inalis samin. For the past few years, ive been holding on to the thought na maayos din ang lahat, darating din ung time na ok na kami ni jaye. Pero siguro dumating nako sa point na d ko na kaya. D ko na din siguro matiis ung kung pano cya maghandle ng relationship. Or simply because hindi nako happy. Im giving up na. There's a whole world out there for me. Il never find true happiness if i wont take this risk. And i have to start thinking about myself before i think about others.

Bolinao scandal

2005-08-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

sorry nico.. sorry kid.. haha

2005-08-19T11:52:00.000+08:00

sorry engel hehehe

such a drag

2005-08-15T18:14:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks, we regularly meet up and play poker. Kahit na hassle sa iba, walang time, walang money, pumupunta pa din, maybe un lng ung time namin para kalimutan lahat ng problema, lahat ng work stuff. It's not really about the money we get pag nanalo sa poker.. For me, it's about the fun, the laughter, the feeling na you get to be yourself pag kasama mo barkada. yung feeling na after ng poker night, pagkahatid ko sa lahat ng mga tao sa baba para kumuha ng taxi and pag alis nila, inaanticpate ko na kelan ung next poker night, or sana saturday night ulit para masaya nanaman.

Last saturday night, sobrang saya na sana, ang daming tao, ung poker night, turned out to be a house party. 16 people all having fun. kwentuhan dito, kulitan doon. Poker game started, then after maguwian ng ilang barkada, after ng ilang deals sa poker, 2 players left out of the 16players, nawala ung phone ni ange. Na sobrang kinagulat ng lahat ng tao. Walang nagexpect. Honestly, if tatanongin ako, na expect ko na na may ganung mangyayari. I tried to be careful. Nung unang nagdatingan lahat ng tao, i saw Liza's digi cam na nakakalat sa sala. I grabbed it right away and gave it to her, fearing na baka maulit nanaman ung mga pagnanakaw incidents. I guess i should have asked the others to be more cautious about their stuff. Or maybe is it because nagtiwala ako na hindi na iiral ang kakapalan ng muka uulitin ang pagnanakaw.

It's really dragging me. kung sino man ung kumuha, bakit kelangan gawin un? sa barkada pa?! Unang una, nabastos ang barkada, secondly, nabastos ang bahay. Simpleng kapal na ng muka ang tawag dun. Ang hirap ibalik sa dati ang barkada.. masisira nanaman? We're not getting any younger, wala na tayo panahon jan. Nagtutulungan tayo sa barkada, hindi nagnanakawan.

It's really hard to mention names. im trying to figure out who took ange's phone, or how did ange lose her phone, or how that mo-fo got away with it. Pero the more i think about it, the more questions i get.

Ayusin na natin. Sawang sawa nako. Punong puno na. 3 instances na ng pagnanakaw sa barkada, and ung isa pa dun ako ung victim.

Un lang... to everybody, peace out! to the robber, fuck you bitch!

Jedi's vacation trip

2005-08-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

jedi

El Jardin Poker Tournament 3

2005-07-31T06:32:00.000+08:00

ang mga salarin

(L-R)Fred, Dado, Grace, Bojo, Ange, Mang dodoy, Jpeeps, Nico

One hell of a night. Yellow cab pizza, spicy chicken wings, and coke( sponsored by our man, Fredentor! Thanks red!), Bolinao scandal video (nice one engel hahahha) , ice cold beer, AND poker all night!

As usual, late nanaman nagstart ang mga "sooga-rolls"
Everybody was kinda haggard (ika nga ni red), maybe because it's a friday night and everybody had a lot of things done during the day. Pero syempre, the Bolinao scandal video was a really good pampagana para sa isang gabing kasiyahan at kalokohan.

Ung game, sobrang tagal, inumaga na, 3am na, 1 pa lang ata natatanggal. 6am na kami natapos.

Ayadude, sayang absent ka! C bojo na naging Fuho man for the night haha.

Para sa Tarlac Chapter: hoy lumuwas naman kayo!

**ang aking kapalaran nung gabing un, galing kay madam brochas:

Sagittarius: Huwag kang magbbluff at ikaw ay mapapahiya. Huwag ka nang mangarap na manalo dahil hindi mangyayari un, ASA ka na lang. Magshave ka ng balbas mo ngayon dahil nakalimutan mong magshave kahapon, nagmumukha ka nang basurero.

Ang lucky numbers for the day: 2 and 3
Lucky color: black, as black as buluktong

::El Jardin poker tour 3 Rankings::
8th: Grace
7th: Marfy
6th: Jpeeps Hot dancer
5th: Red "Soooooperrrr long (with kilay)"
4th: Mang Dodoy
3rd: Nicolot "Subo este Sugo look a like"
2nd: Dadomeiser
1st: Angela (P350 richer)

See you guys next week? Same time, same channel?

***for the pics: http://supersideburns.multiply.com/photos/album/2

Some of my works...

2005-07-29T07:26:00.000+08:00

white sketch

hehe, laki ng ilong ko =P

2005-07-29T07:24:00.000+08:00

black sketch

2005-07-29T07:21:00.000+08:00

photoshop

Encantidi Poker tour

2005-07-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Encantidi Poker tour

9th place : Liza tabaflabs
8th place: Aya dude "Fuho gurl"
7th place: Bojo "im your the man"
6th place: Dadomeiser "pretty boy ng aringgay"
5th place: Nico "satellite man instant galos"
4th place: Angela dude
3rd place: Marfy "Rico mambo"
2nd place: Mandy "Magnetman chuvvy voy singson"
Grand chump master debater: "Jpeeps Hotdancer ultimate bluffer"

- yes guys, another win for jpeeps hotdancer. Ano kaya feeling ng P400 richer? hmmm... Ok na eh, may swerte nako nung game, pero kamalasan lang, nung swerte ako, malas nman sila, so puro fold sila. dana, banas!

And pls see the pics, dahil isang gabi kong pinaghirapan yan! Dahil dito sa crappy connetion ko and crappy multifly. grr. 5 times kong in-upload, 7times ko edit captions.

http://supersideburns.multiply.com/photos/album/1

what the?!?

2005-07-20T04:44:00.000+08:00

haha, 4am now, cant sleep kc sumobra tulog ko, atleast wala nang lagnat.. hehe at around 3am, i was channel surfing, since walang magawa, naghanap ng matinong tv program. tinry ko tignan ung mga walang kwentang channels, ung mga indian, japanese, or alien channels na d natin masyado pinapansin. So un, kta ko ung JET channel ata un.. it's a japanese channel. They were showing 5 ladies na naka bikini top lang and micro mini shorts, tapos the location was at a race track, haha, it was really funny, kasi parang contest ata un, na uhm, well, ung mas matalbog ung boobsy while running, un ung winner. it was really weird, kasi walang sense ung contest. So they ran 1 by 1, parang olympics talaga, ang pinaka nakakatawa dun, they would repeat the shot of each girl's run 1 by 1, this time, slow motion and super close up sa boobsy, with matching olympic soundtrack as background music.. hahaha so imagine us filipinos holding a contest like that.. hmmmm....

El Jardin Poker Tournament

2005-07-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Saturday night, oh yeah, poker all night! muntik nang d natuloy kc halos last minute lang nagtext text. Naplano na a week before pero parang konti lng makakapunta. Pro mukang d din natiis ng mga sugarol, halos lahat nakarating, may import pa nga, c cooljohn corpuz. wala lang cla maki, kid, and chichard. So un, ok naman, nag order ng pizza, thanks sa mga "connections" ni fred, at may palm card kami sa pizza hut, nakalibre ng isang family size pizza! Bilib nako sayo fred haha. San mo nakkuha powers mo? Nasa cowboy boots ba?
So un, the game started pretty late na din. jpeeps finished 8th place...dana, wahapenned? well, ang buhay ay parang gulong, dati tignan mo c kid "adoboy" laging nananalo, pero last time 8th place din cya. After natanggal ni jpeeps, singka-tsani na lng kami! haha, kahit magraise ng 5pesos, magffold na. danang yan! Well, naka experience din ako ng konting panalo, d nga lang malaki kasi pag chance ko na na manalo,maganda na cards ko, tapos mag rraise ako, biglang lahat sila mag ffold.. langyang buhay yan. So un, 6th place ako. Ang champion ng El Jardin open ay si cooljohn corpuz. Buti sa kanya tska kay jpeeps, nagwork ung beginner's luck! Langya, nung ako ung unang naglaro, walang ka-luck luck sa laro ko. Well, siguro d ko naramdaman kasi butong-pakwan ung mga taya namin nun.

Hmm.. whatchu guys think? Another tournament this weekend sa tarlac? woohooo, all in!

Month of July

2005-07-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. tagal ko na hinihintay tong month na to.. Dami uuwi from abroad. Si jaye, galing states, si tito kong manyak na babaero,galing states din, si sha galing china, si joymie, classmate ko sa ust, galing japan naman. halos sabay sabay.. hehehe. Sobrang bilis ng araw. There's a saying na, live 1 day at a time.. pero parang d ganun ung nangyayari sakin.. parang everytime i wake up, onga, it's another day, pero wala pa din akong focus... parang lumulutang lng utak ko.. kahit pag gabi iniisip ko na pag gising ko, i'l do this, or do that...etc etc.. pero wala pa din nangyayari. hay... sobrang pressured..gusto ko na din matapos. tumatanda na siguro kaya nakakaisip na ng ganun. Gusto ko na umayos, pero parang sobrang naligaw nako sa tamang daan. sobrang layo ko na. oh well. i wont say na wala nako magagawa kc alam kong meron at meron akong magagawa.

hehehe

2005-06-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

woohoo

2005-06-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

My friendster forecast haha

2005-06-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

Hold onto both your hat and your head -- you're likely to misplace the former and lose the latter right now. Your feet aren't exactly on the ground, which makes sense because your mind's certainly in the clouds.

..thanks madam gefferfriendster.

still hurting...

2005-06-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

well, ung post ko bago dito, mejo wala pang sense.. kc my mind's still dead when i wrote it. pero i wont bother editing it again.

still hurts...
seeing couples in school having the time of their lives..
driving my way to school, seeing the passenger seat empty...
seeing the strawberry chill tea cups we last bought, still in my car...
seeing the pics we took during our last moment...
wanting to txt her to tell her im home, but i couldnt..
waking up, thinking she was just beside me, realizing it was just a dream...

life sucks.. bigtime.. but things will be fine. i know i deserve this..everything. but i think i have suffered enough... or maybe i havent.. it's not me to judge..

hard to say goodbye....

2005-06-19T09:30:00.000+08:00

Well, bottom line is, jaye left for the U.S. a couple of hours ago... sobrang hirap...getting over the feeling na malulungkot ka. yung kahit itxt mo d mo magagawa. given the fact na we've been together for 5years.. well, may breaks, pero kung pagsasamasamahin mo lahat, 5years and 9months na. tapos monthsary pa naman namin kahapon. the truth is, umiikot lng ung relationship between the 2 of us. no circle of friends. we've never gone out on a date with barkada or anything like that. kc d lang tlga pwede. patagong relationship. pahirapan sa scheduling ng lakad, pahirapan sa paalam. another thing that makes me sad right now is, graduation day nya kahapon, june 18, and d ako makapunta, kc nandun parents nya. sobrang sakit.

well, buong week ko, binigay ko kay jaye, monday siya dumating dito manila, and syempre d ako pwede pakita sa parents nya, so dapat sa may dlsu cya stay, pero walang place, kaya naghanap pa sila, so i had to wait for 3hrs sa shell station, hanggang makahanap cla ng place para sa kanya, as in sunod ako ng sunod, makati, dlsu, makati ulit, 3hrs akong ganun, kahit nakakasira ng ulo, sacrifice lang, kc 1month din kami d nagkita.. so un, nagkita kami kahit dinner lang, then uwi na. whole week ganun, wala akong paki kahit 1k gastos ko per day, basta alam kong happy cya. bowling, movie, eat sa labas, kasi alam ko last week na nya dito.

last day... sobrang bigat..... dapat magddish kami pero di natuloy so we stayed here sa house hanggang mga 12midnight, kasi maaga siya the next day for grad. tapos un, hinatid ko cya sa condo ng friend nya sa makati, nagextend, kc wala pa friend nya, so dun muna kami, picture picture sa may lobby, kahit maga pa mata namin. mga 2am, wala pa friend nya, umakyat na kami para dun na lng antayin. tintry sulitin ung natitirang time namin. around 3:30am, dumating na friend nya, so the hardest part comes, it's time to say goodbye.... knowing na d kami magkkta for a long time, hug na sobrang higpit, saying our last goodbyes, telling how much we love each other... tapos hinatid nya ako sa door, sobrang sakit, feeling the last touch of her hand, not wanting to see the doors closed, trying to catch a glimpse of her one last time...feels like im dying inside me...then the long walk back to the car.. wishing that everything is just a bad dream.
even upto now, im still crying while writing this post...i guess sa iba, tatawanan lang to.. pero believe me, sobrang hirap... i love her... and i miss her so much...

well, this is the time that i really need you guys......

how do people see me... ::slow and steady::

2005-06-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

6:20am, and im still awake

2005-06-03T06:14:00.000+08:00

6:20am na, gising pa ko.. langya.. kagagaling lng blueskies.. nagtower defense (warcrap)..finally umabot na kami lvl40, haha, 1 month na namin tintry matapos un eh..

yoko pa matulog!!! walang aircon, electric fan naman walang silbi. amoy ewan pa ung kwarto haha. kaya eto, kakatapos lang guluhin shoutbox ni nico..wahahaha!

it's going to be a long weekend for me. d ako makakauwing tarlac, walang peypey pang gas pauwi tska pabalik.. wala nman ako gagawin dito..tatanga lng..hay.. guys, wag na din kayo umuwi, laffline tayo or punchline! i really need a good laugh...to save my sanity..

Finally got my blogspot up

2005-06-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my good friend Mandoy "Magnet man / Chuvvy boy singson" for helping me out! I'l be posting my version of our bolinao adventure soon!

Guys, watch kayo discovery channel, the science of star wars! looks cool! ewan ko lng exact date kung kelan papalabas..hehe.. pero lam ko sa sunday eh...

hmmm... how much kaya ung pug? i wanna get a dog. im still trying to sweet talk my mom into getting me one. lungkot dito sa bahay eh. and they say parang therapy na rin ung having a pet dog sa house.

posting...

2005-06-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

la lng.. posting lang.. hehehehe